I am deeply sorry for the environment you live in. If there was anything I could do to help. I would. I am presently in a situation with no money, or I would invite you and your mother here to America and let you visit Disney World with me for a bit of respite.
Maybe if my book takes off and I make enough money to do that, you would allow me to.
At the very least, I hope that you can find a bit of a mental escape through my short stories, book, and articles. In the not so distant future there will be comics as well.
Now I am not writing this to simply plug my own stuff, but rather to let you know there should be some good things there for you to check out.
Your friend from across the world,