Sorry to hear that story Miss S.M. Simone. I have never been in a relationship, however I have had the feeling of not being loved by someone who means the world to you. That makes you not want to feel ever again. It makes me a vampire who turned off emotions. Without emotions, however you are a robot, not humane. Instead, I have turned to self-empowerment and investing in myself. In modern world, the fantasy love is projected from stories or movies and is difficult to find. However, I believe that there is someone, who is made for you. Never compromise yourself to get someone you think you like, because it takes a compromise to keep that person. Life is all about mindset and perspective. It’s unfair, however, you can make it how you want it to be.