This strikes a chord with me, since it’s probably the first time anyone’s described the kind of hell I went through a year or so ago. I just wanted to send kind thoughts.

For me, it was a very low dose of seroquel on top of the zoloft that brought me back. It’s still a bit of a tense standoff still, but in the intervening time I’ve managed to complete a really positive growth at therapy, and separately, to cry for the very first time in over 20 years that wasn’t at a phone company commercial or such pablum. It was a genuine cry, at that moment at the end of Spotlight when they finally make some breakthroughs on the case- like as if to say, these things you witnessed were real.

If things suck, reach out for help.

I hope you have feelings like you want.