Day15.

Well, its halfway through the challenge. Boy. I missed so many days. I’ve learned that if you let yourself have one off day, it becomes a snowball effect of bad habits.

So 16 more days. 16 more days of continuous, 500 word- published writings. Then I get the rewards of March Madness. Keep to schedule, good things will follow. Set back a few but know its all for the better... These rhythms and visions of me living colossal, ahead of my time, and in time, you’ll find that I’m a fossil .

Ride Slow. Behind on schedule, still on time. A good traveler is not keen on the destination but the journey. All the experiences I’ve had, the ideas that are shared, the hardship for the content. Accept the good, acknowledge the bad. Learn from your mistakes. I’ve had quite a few.

You know, with all this said, writing to me have always been an outlet, a way for future me to connect with present. I’ve kept journal entries since I was 9. Reading over them helps me remember the time that was being written. I recall vividly the account of me hitting a home run, playing mermaid in the pool. I want to remember that. The feeling of potential. The passion for the sport and the upward slope of the learning curve.

What came after that, is possibly the after effects of trauma. <Man, don’t I wish I took Derwin’s trauma class?> The constant battle in my head of insecurity and acceptance. I, myself became my own enemy. There was of course external factors. I don’t think I’ve ever started living My life.

Its strange to think about. Who’s life have I been living then? I’m not sure. There’s always activities and habits I want to incorporate into my life, my daily schedule, but it seems like I’ve put them off. When I get older, I said. When I graduate college. When I get a job. When I’m more confident.

Weird. Its not until I lost my way and stopped growing that I realized I haven’t been realizing my full potential. I have wasted a good chunk of my life worrying about other people thought of me. I haven’t been thinking for myself. Note to self: Insecurities are a waste of time, instill this into your kid. Confidence trumps Competence. See for example, Trump.

I always try to see the other side to arguments. I have a vivid imagination and it might be quite possible, that if Trump wins, he will be able to unite both senate and congress. Or he’s just a republican decoy to get people riled up to vote. All in all, I think Trump running for president is great. People are actually talking about politics. The nation wants to vote. The Republicans either love or hate Trump. The Democrats are terrified of him gaining access to the nuclear codes. Either way, all are engaged in the polls.

Regardless of parties, Trump has been successful in getting people to the polls. That’s what really matters. A nation united and invested in the election of Presidency.

Furthermore, I believe it is essential that influentials in different sectors run for Presidency. Such as Kanye West. A God in the music industry, commanding the government? Man, what a time to be alive.

It would be such a Party in the USA.