Its been a month after my 30-day, 500 word a day challenge. starting up writing everyday after not writing consistently is jarring. My day seems to be taken away by frivolous activities and my time with bad investments. Surrounding myself in environments where I am set up for success is my number one priority. Quality decision making is key. Relevant & reliable information coupled with clear values and trade offs.

Languages are beautiful to me. The intricate pairings of words stringed to form sentences and generate meaning. Layers of <meaning> create multiple realities and impressions. Cultural understandings, implications of actions, unknown consequences that snowballs into miscommunication.

Quality decisions — what are they. Appropriate framing, creative alternatives, relevant reliable information, clear values and trade offs and sound reasoning. Right now, my brain does not function in harmony. Its contents are burnt up and in disarray.

They say that time heals all wounds and blood is thicker than water. I am reliving every trauma that has been inflicted on me. I am too old to be rebelling against my parents, too young to be sad, too beautiful to be insecure.