Tan Xiao Ting

Thank you for being my best playmate, my Best Friend, my confident, my phone call everyday, for all the adventures we had together, for the goodies we share and for being my best Grandfather. I often forget I am a granddaughter or had been a granddaughter. Today marks the 13th year you’ve left us. I still wonder how things would be if you never left…

Wish I could be.. part of that world.

Part of your world.

What world? Such is a rhetoric.

You told me I don’t have to do this alone.

I’ve always pictured myself broken.

Missing. I’m missing you. I wish you were still here. My best friend, I would have phoned you to hear your opinions, to bring me out and play like how we used to do it together…

I miss you. You’ve been gone for many years and I thought I wouldn’t and couldn’t feel a thing. But tonight, I just miss you… why do you have to go…