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Alan Waller

Alan Waller

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Alan Waller
Alan Waller
Dec 11, 2018 · 2 min read

Perfectionism

I have a serious problem with perfectionism. I have loads of songs on my computer, almost finished. But they’re never quite right. I sometimes go on an anti-perfectionist binge and upload a bunch of unfinished songs to the Internet, as a form of release. But then a few months later I will often take…

Alan Waller
Alan Waller
Oct 30, 2018 · 5 min read

Analysis of TMEC

The Most Ever Company have a fascinating YouTube channel which I would like to delve into and analyse now (if I may!).

Alan Waller
Alan Waller
Sep 17, 2018 · 6 min read

State of Grace

State of Grace (1990) ends on St. Patrick’s Day, the streets of New York decorated in green, everyone dressed in green.

Alan Waller
Alan Waller
Sep 16, 2018 · 2 min read

Meaning is food

When people say that all forms of meaning-making are an escapist illusion, because true life is “hard suffering”, and should be accepted as such, I am reminded of religious ascetics: how one must not garnish life with unnecessary physical comfort: the truth of life is its suffering, and anything…

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Alan Waller
Alan Waller
Sep 12, 2018 · 4 min read

Occult as countercultural

Colin Wilson quotes someone (maybe Ouspensky) as saying that what got them into the occult was, precisely, the…