I’m feeling stressed out. Literally.

I might make some grammar mistakes during what write. If you read this please help if you spot any mistakes

Since I had never been really in love before. Also the fact that I am all lost in life and I don’t know what I want… I haven’t felt this horrible since the last time I failed an accounting course at uni.

I don’t know what is the right thing to do. I reckon if you’ve fallen for someone that person should know. And he should be able to notice and make some more effort on daily communication. Since I’ve failed to love someone multiple times and I don’t know what my criteria are , I shouldn’t just tell any guy that since we’ve been hanging out a lot , I should love him. Or like him.

Maybe I should know that being confused about whether this is liking someone means you actually don’t. It’s all about being lonely.

In an ideal world, I would be able to tell a friend I like that we should start dating because I’ve fallen for him.

But what if he doesn’t feel the same way,what if he sees you as one of the several female friends he has and talks about it with a guy friend like he doesn’t care … it’s scary.

I really don’t know

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