Living wasn’t too hard. You wake up, do the same stuff over and over again. First, it’s the joy of little things — the weekend, the get-together, material, that new girl — something to look forward to, a speck of light as a glimmer of hope. However, little by little you realize the cyclic undulations of happiness itself. And one day you become numb to changing frequencies around you. The color is there but you don’t see it, an evening infused with toxins doesn’t feel the same, and the prospect of happiness doesn’t excite you. You reach this place of…
Going my home after a while,
A backpack, a ticket, my soul, & a smile.
With the ghost of my childhood unchained & unbound,
I get on a train and ride southbound.
Memories of castle’s in the backyard,
Laughing & singing with traveling bards.
Gave in to the devil for sake of a few,
deceiving my dreams for something that is new.
All I saw was my ego in a crown,
I get on a train and ride southbound.
Misty mountains, a club & a lake,
washed up people with hearts that are fake.
Ambitions took over in the city…
I keep looking up in the bright sky,
searching for my shade,my colored lies.
The world keeps on spinning to another night,
maybe its not them, for whom the stars ignite.
People come and people go every time,
I realized that’s supposed to be alright.
We move across the board with idle strides,
maybe its not us, for whom the stars ignite.
The structure falls and doubt begins to descend,
the constructs break, my mind starts to transcend.
Alone in the light, solitude breaks my pride,
maybe its not me, for whom the stars ignite.
In the space of emptiness, you approach,
with a broken heart,mind & a washed up soul,
In the tide of emotions we collide,
maybe its you, for whom the stars ignite
Hey Jane, I see you there,
lost in obscurity, free from pain.
Hello Jane, don’t be afraid,
I am not one to let emotions fade.
All I need is numbness & clarity,
released by the past, away from polarity.
Hey Jane, you are not the first.
There was one before, but she got cursed.
On lonely night, she howls in my mind,
I just breath you in, and leave her behind,
I am sorry dear, I become emotionally blind.
Oh Jane, how you kill me inside,
within your fog, worlds collide.
Lost in your lust, you break my pride,
Coronavirus has shifted the trends, like never before. The markets are in a frenzy and bond interest rates at their lowest. As we are starting to climb out of the COVID pit, the investors try to predict the losers and winners in the race to the top. See how I mentioned losers first, because ultimately we all lost a lot in terms of growth and expansion. However, as companies across the globe reevaluate the new landscape, the picture is about to change.
I want for freedom, but with principle.
I need chaos, but with a conscience.
I dream of satisfaction, that doesn’t die.
I seek for Nirvana, but fear goodbyes.
My world is shadowed by a mirror of guilt.
But the light does reflect from within.
Though the darkness is what keeps me alive.
I still seek for Nirvana, but fear goodbyes.
You there! Sitting in my mind.
Do you long for peace and still regret life?
Love the path and enjoy the drive.
Farewells don’t matter, as memory survives.
And if you still seek Nirvana, then just be kind.
Hello my 1 am friend,
It’s me again,
intoxicated by my perjuries,
immobile with my pain.
I am sorry my friend,
for the troubles I cause,
I am not bad of heart.
Its just that the times are grave,
and Its getting darker up here.
So I share my loss & gains,
with you my 1 am friend.
I see you in the mirror my friend,
Your eyes look refined,
How is life treating you?
I hope you don’t resign.
Cause in the end, I got your back,
and you have mine,
and in the morning we’ll recombine.
“Listen to the girl,
As she takes on half the world
Moving up and so alive
In her honey dripping beehive
It’s good, so good, it’s so good
I borrowed these lines from the song ‘Just like Honey (1985)’ by the band Jesus and Mary Chain. The song only made it to #45 on the UK charts, maybe correct in its evaluation. The lyrics are nothing special; the composition though unique might not cater to the popular taste. In a world blowing up with new gen lofi rhythmic beats, it’s something washed under expanse of almost 3…
“Major Tom to Ground control,
can you hear me now ?
I back from my goal.
It’s been an year,
my sights are sore.
Please get me back,
I am dying to know,
what became of the life I left behind?
Ground control! Ground control!….”
“Hello Major Tom, this is ground control,
Where are you now? Your signals are unknown.
It’s been hundreds of years since you left,
and planet…-…. couldn’t take-…anymore.”
“Ground control to Major Tom,
We don’t know how you lived,
But the world is rotten,
Earth is done for real.
There is nothing down there you’ll find…
As I lay down beside you,
In the warmth of your emotions,
I tend to forget myself a little,
I become lost a little
A man with no mark,
I wash away into you,
I am numb a little,
I drown into you a little
In the night of my path,
As I see the end,
I remember you a little,
You were smiling a little,
And I realized that I love you a little.