Thank you for this moving article

I for the longest time though I was trans, partly due to not understanding my own sexuality and mostly due to believing the same things that the cis feminist women in your article believed, I believed that masculinity including my own was evil and sought to distance myself from all forms of it even the sexy guys I’d sometimes catch myself drooling over, fortunately I lost that ideology a few years ago then began to turn against it just like many ex-believers and begin to accept then fully embrace my masculinity and have never been happier.

Now I am defiantly comfortable in my masculinity, and am openly bi (and a bit of a sissy when I have the opportunity and an open minded partner).

I would like to recommend two Trans youtubers you may interest you
The first is Blaire White (https://www.youtube.com/c/blairewhitex)

The second is Theryn Meyer (https://www.youtube.com/c/therynmeyer)

Once again I’d like to thank you for this article, the world is better with people like you in it.