Yeah. You’re right.

I guess it is time for me to grow up and recognize that fact. I hate it, but you’re right.

It’s why people look at me like I have six heads when I talk collaboration, teamwork and innovation. I already know we are a cost center and that’s how the business sees us.

But what drives me crazy is the people in the department who should have the same spark for it…

They don’t. They figured out that to have the spark means you have passion, to have passion means you will get board and look for something to do… you might even innovate if you feel safe enough to fuck up.

None of them have that sense of safety, so they don’t want to try and over time they just fade…

They are working on me now. Those light dimmers. They want to take my soul. LOL

Ain’t gonna happen.