Steve Smith
Sep 7, 2018 · 2 min read

This conversation is not really a conversation as both of you are defending a stance? It seems to me Esther you are more spiritually evolved as you speak for yourself, and don’t try and force your view on anyone. Your ego Cliff is doing the stuff of ego…blame, judgement, good/bad, right/wrong. You are attached to and dictated by all this… so you have this impulse to be superior?

I say this from observation of how you express yourself Cliff. It is my opinion. I am trying to be helpful and give feedback. We all need help to find our way…with each other, and yes, with kindness. We are all under the cosh of the ego so we are all making ‘mistakes’ which foster disharmony. So are we not wise to constantly bear in mind to forgive ourself and others?

Where I am is trying to find my way with new beliefs which do involve a leap in believing something of a Creator, the sense of eternal soul in me, using that internal sat nav as ‘I ‘ drive around in my body. It matters how I view and interact with everything, even if all things I see, touch, feel, are ultimately an illusion?

This includes writing here. I am not sure… why am I writing here? Is it just my ego wanting to impose my state of thought….my sense of Steve, who believes he has something worthy to say?! Maybe it is a nod and a wink to our human incoherence…when all I am doing is trying to sound clever to myself…leading to a sum total of most of conversation with words. A constant mis-communication?

All credit to Esther for overcoming her programming as a human being…so far. Do you look back Esther and see that what you have been through has been to bring you to where you are? It was all there for your learning?

This is not just re Christianity is it…it is the full monty…societal collusion telling us what we are and what we are to be…what is ‘life’. So liberation can only come through ‘knowing’ what we are part of here, what is reality, what is dream, what is ‘material’, what is spirit? The journey continues. lots of love

    Steve Smith

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