I felt sick

But you know I did.
I felt sick because of the distance between us.
I felt sick because of my inner feelings.
I felt sick because of tumultuous waiting of your message.
I felt sick because of my hope which has already passed.
I felt sick because of the desire to get away from it.
I felt sick because you didn’t mind it.

I felt like every thing could hurt me.
But it was my decision. To be hurt.