12.27

This is the one of the worst days in my life.

Finally I gave up the test that I have been preparing for the last three month, after rounds and rounds of vomit and thinking about “did I have to do this?” and “it doesn’t really go any further”.

What shall I do next?

I really don’t have a clue about it. I gave up does it make me a coward, or a stupid loser??

I’m so sick of letting my parents down.