Thank you for the drum beat Hester! Thank you for the rhythm. I love your song and it is really helpful to hear over and over. I’ve read this piece more than twice. I want the nuance. Is genderqueer the blur I have always aspired to? Can I be in this body (of male) and not be that? But not be “gay”? Your questions and struggles are mine too. Thanks again and all the best. I listen forward to your music!
First of all congratulations. It’s so weird to not know for so long and think that you “have to be” this or that, just because you don’t know what else to be. Also makes you feel like a lot of your life was stolen from you :/