So much of who and what I am feels like it’s been uploaded and eaten by the cloud, replaced by what is pushed into me and paraded in front of my eyes. …

Do I make the art that screams to get out even if it’s scary, or may not make any sense to anyone else. I mean, if I showed this piece to someone, what would they think? I mean, I look at this and wonder what I was thinking too. Dark…

Another couple days of drawing down🤘🤘🤘 More and more is coming together smoothly as I put in the time with the skills, focus on what I need to be doing, and as I get into some good old fashioned background research . The fun part of projects, as I’m…

Another few days, another few steps forward. Took a day off after the last video to recharge the batteries, two to three hours a day working on the same project takes its toll. Consistent practice combined with study is paying off bit by bit. …

Day 8 went by relatively painlessly which was nice. The existential angst has mostly disappeared and I’m settling into the learning routine. It’s about the long run and the internal understanding I get from this project versus the short term gains of, how cool a samurai can I draw…which will come when it’s ready. Trusting the process, and more so, trying to enjoy it. Whenever I look back on a stage of art that I’ve done, my greatest regret is not having more fun when I was there so, trying to be better on this go around.

The last 4 or 5 days have passed by pretty quickly. I’ve been pretty overwhelmed and unmotivated so the blog kind of fell off…the priority of my energy focused on the actual doing of the project. Every day I've been drawing, studying, learning, slowly pushing through mental barriers doing…

The adventure continues :) Today was a LOT easier in many ways than day 1…most in the head-game department. The first steps are always the hardest, but. If you’ve got your eyes and mind open…it can get easier quickly. Breaking the steps down further and further until they are…

Most of todays post will be in the video, learned yet another lesson on this journey…do the blog post of the previous day before starting the practice for the next day…basically don’t get ahead of myself. Tired atm so will get through this quickly. …

With the 13th Fidget on Tezos I wanted to continue and expand upon the theme/ideas that I had started in LFG42, about the combination and struggle between three different elements as they endlessly interact with each other over and over via the loop. One reason I haven’t tried to collaborate…