My Feelings

The pain is real
 The desire, longing strong
 The illusion of not having it
 Even more vigorous

I feel the energy rise
 Burning my insides
 Tightly gripping my being
 Greatly distorting my seeing

Only when I surrender to the feeling
 The twilight starts gleaming
 Pouring in from all sources
 Love, the greatest of all forces

With love and pain

Ian Altosaar