Ian RecoveryChallenging times aheadI think I am doing reasonably well on the road to recovery. I am not a cunt to be around 85% of the time, my cravings are few and for the…Nov 16, 2019Nov 16, 2019
Ian RecoveryGuilt is a useless emotion.I have great friends, they have for the most part been very supportive through this journey. Sure, I’ve had some of them tell me that I’m…Nov 16, 2019Nov 16, 2019
Ian RecoveryI need a break from the old routine.Today was a good day. I was busy which is always a good thing as it keeps the idle mind away from thoughts of consumption. There was some…Nov 13, 2019Nov 13, 2019
Ian RecoveryFor those that were on the edge of their seat from yesterday’s nail biting episode…I did not drink, smoke or snort anything I shouldn’t.Nov 12, 2019Nov 12, 2019
Ian RecoveryBut that’s not all folks…Today an instagram post made me want to drink so badly it hurt. It was from a member of my family, not my blood family but my chosen…Nov 12, 2019Nov 12, 2019
Ian RecoveryWhat’s for dinner, today? A bag of dicks, that’s what.Today was the first day that I felt compelled to drink or smoke a joint. I haven’t done so yet, but the day is still young but for now my…Nov 12, 2019Nov 12, 2019
Ian RecoveryLibrium is fun but what is next?I’ve spent the last few days in a benzo induced stupor, napping a lot and for the most part not giving a fuck about anything. I told my…Nov 3, 2019Nov 3, 2019
Ian RecoveryHave you any idea how easy it is to get drugs these days?Becoming sober in the olden days must have been so much easier. Sure, you could get booze on every street corner and fags were easy to…Nov 2, 2019Nov 2, 2019
Ian RecoveryWhooooooooooooosh……Well I can say that if this is sobriety, I’m all for it. Problem is, I’m writing this three days into my taking Librium. I feel great, my…Nov 2, 2019Nov 2, 2019
Ian RecoveryYesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.Yesterday was the first day that I took Librium to help with the withdrawal symptoms. I was surprised when my doctor suggested that I…Oct 31, 2019Oct 31, 2019