my grandma gave me a letter from God
Believe And Be Satisfied.
“Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone; to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved throughly and exclusively. But God, to a Christian says,
‘no, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone; with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me, to have an intensely personal unique relationship with me alone.
I love you my child, and until you discover that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with another until you are united with me — exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing, one that you cannot imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. You keep watching me expecting the greatest things. Keep that satisfaction knowing that I am. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you, and you must wait.
Don’t be anxious and don’t worry. Don’t look around at the things others have gotten or that I have given them. Don’t look at the things you think you want. Just keep looking off and away up to me or you’ll miss what I have to show you.
And then when you’re ready, I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would ever dream. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, (I am working right this minute to have both of you ready at the same time) and until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the (life) I’ve prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me, and this is the perfect love.
And my dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love.
I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer to you with myself.
I love you utterly. I am God Almighty, believe and be satisfied.”