You are the sanest, most courageous person I ever met, ever. Wow. I am in awe of you, and I want you to know that I seek the same thing. In a different way :-) of course, but still remarkably similar in many ways. But you are better, and clearer, and more vicious, and more lovely.
BTW, you meant “too” but you wrote “to0”. Sorry, but I thought I better tell you.