I want it all, I want it now…

Ilya Gurenko
Jul 25, 2017 · 2 min read
pic taken from https://viaducere.wordpress.com/2013/04/04/right-here-right-now/

Every once in a while, I have this Divine feeling that I want to be the next Tesla, Einstein or at least some sort of contribution to the humanity, in a way that matters, in a way that will really have positive impact but, I have no idea how.

It’s like an internal urge that I want to suppress.

Where to start? Start by “defining yourself”, who am I? What are my concepts of life and through what glasses do I see the world? Is it a calm wasteland of endless dunes, or is it a swirling jungle with continuous action?
Am I going for a long run or short bursts of successes?

Years have taught me that I’m an impulsive being, I want things now or at least in the nearest future, thus I’m practicing short tasks in order to feel succession and keep up the urge, which has tendency to vanish.
In this case I can focus on few things rather than one, with no great commitment yet, with actual results.

** Short one, but if you measure by what matters, its heavy stuff **

*my creation :P *

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