here’s something i know:
i barely sleep.
i barely sleep and i barely eat and somehow i survive.
i always survive and i always make it.
i work on a different clock, my time does not run like yours.
i don’t have years to watch them go by
and i don’t have time.
the little time i have i spend it on growing.
i grow and i work hard everyday to accomplish something.
i have worked so much on love.
i have given it so much thought.
i have made myself an excellent lover,
an excellent friend, an extraordinary woman.
i’m good at love, i know love.
i’m so full of love that somedays my heart explodes and i cry at how beautiful life is.
i’m so full of love that on days i no longer want to survive, i push myself through.
i’m so full of love and i give it out as flowers. i give it out as presents.
i give and i give and i expect nothing, really.
what i mean to say by this
is that i barely have time because i’m always doing things i love.
and i love you.
but i love myself
and i don’t have the time to chase you across the universe.
i love you if you want me to.
i love you even if you don’t.