Remember being a youngster?

Having no worries , Loving those vibrant colors no responsibilities while gradually making our way up through life..finally you hit your teenage years and all you want to do is sprint past those years and finally become a young adult.

Well, for me it was different. i had troubles growing up as some teens do with school ect. and that led to me becoming emotionally unstable and starting to self harm, it got to the point i was sectioned and kept for 2 months forcefully in an adolescent home. When i was out i decided to make changes and went to study and i found out i was pregnant. it made me allot more happier as i prepared for all i have coming. after a couple days social services contacted me and placed my UNBORN Child under Neglect When i asked why they replied with ‘’well we cant place it under physical abuse or sexual abuse or mental abuse so we have to put it under neglect’’ And i had people watch me everyday ( literally ) they would sit there and watch me and follow me around. If i did not open the door police would be called regardless if i was in or not . I tried telling social services that im a changed person i no longer feel ashamed of myself nor depressed they continued to ignore me. I was threatened to go to different places like M.A.L.T & domestic violence program's all these kinds of useless programs or they will take my child when he was born, bare in mind i was heavily pregnant and it was summer times. So i complied with them. They made me sign agreement papers that stated things i cant do and things i have to abide by like going to all these appointments and not speaking to certain people i was friends with ..so i signed it just to take my son home with me after i gave birth like any other mother would. I gave birth with no complications apart from being induced, doctors advised i rest and have a recovery of about 2 weeks, social services did not let me rest a day or have any bonding time they overloaded me with appointments it was very overwhelming Still i complied and did it for my son because i love him very much. when he was about 9 months after all that struggle they decided to take him off the child protection register which was good news for me and i was very happy i could live a normal life ..in that same month he was back on the register because i diddn’t open the door to the social worker because i wasn't home but before that this social worker that goes by the name of jasmine and works in crown dale center she was looking for an excuse to put him back on and make my life a living hell..because just before that day i had a family group meeting she was present at and she threatened to put my child back on the register if i did not pay my debts which was just a small fine i got on a train for not tapping out years ago she would always look for excuses. till this day my human rights are played with and i dont know who to turn to i am fighting to keep my child in my arms. They tell me what to do where my son should sleep, they accuse me of keeping my son in his highchair all day restraining him (No evidence to say so) I am getting so sick of this. I changed social workers (jasmine) and during the change she wrote a letter wanting to take legal action as she knew she was going to be replaced. tomorrow i have a PLO Wish me Luck.