I was feeling feverish for the last few days. I am still not sure what exactly made me sick whether that is exams or it was the urge to write on the topics that I loved the most.

I was surrounded by the women of mid thirties, blankets, hot water and blessings. Even though, I concluded to even more insanity. That was more panic striking. The moment i am writing, must not be termed pure because medicine has just started to work by bringing fever a little down. But I am still uncertain of my future.

As mentioned, I felt like a mouse in cat’s mouth. I did mention-able amount of work. I just slept whole day long. And that tore me into pieces. Also, I got enough time to ponder on anything else other than what was going on near me.

That anything had be writing.

When I was kid, I wanted to be a scientist. As the physics numerical went on getting harder and when i was told to learn valency of minimum 30 elements, i kicked this idea and started dreaming to become a singer.

A singer. Some part of it is still alive in me. I know this won’t happen because I must have seen this dream in night (Not everyone who loves listening music does not become a music director). The world simply doesn’t work this way.

Then, I wanted to be an entrepreneur. I needed a wow product! So, it is deservedly lying in some corner of my heart. Waiting hard. Exhausted and fried.

Computer was never been my strong point. I still don’t know what to do when computer gets hanged up.

But i do take interest in coding, I am still learning. And will always be. This is not hard. This is why I am learning.

The life of mine is no less than drama. What i did in my whole life is just dreamt but did nothing. But I do pray for a brave heart so to do to dream and dream to do.

I thank god for giving such free time and also I curse Him for all the firm pain he happily donated me.

Watch Out GOD. When I will come to You, I will take every single account of every bad thing you have done to me! (Including this!)