Is not worth it, they say.
But whatelse I can do.
I'm out of moves, the last card I played was the joker.
I feel like I’m stuck now, I wanted be an engineer — well, some part of me —
And the other half was more confused than anywhere close to make a decent decision.
I feel like, I already lost.
But there is no point in quiting now, I can't get my tuition back and I'm already in debt.
What really makes it frustrating is the system, of trying to get us ready to work for someone else.
Heck! I don’t really want to give up.
It's hard, but what isn't!?
I heard this line somewhere, it goes like this, "When you hit a wall, you push through it."
So, I’m staying below average but not forever, I’m pushing forward.