Below average

Is not worth it, they say.

But whatelse I can do.

I'm out of moves, the last card I played was the joker.

I feel like I’m stuck now, I wanted be an engineer — well, some part of me —

And the other half was more confused than anywhere close to make a decent decision.

I feel like, I already lost.

But there is no point in quiting now, I can't get my tuition back and I'm already in debt.

What really makes it frustrating is the system, of trying to get us ready to work for someone else.

Heck! I don’t really want to give up.

It's hard, but what isn't!?

I heard this line somewhere, it goes like this, "When you hit a wall, you push through it."

So, I’m staying below average but not forever, I’m pushing forward.