Maybe You Will Feel This Way, Too
Amelia Capaz
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I am not from this generation, but I totally get what you are saying here. I am a product of the 70’s and 80’s. Although a long time ago, not much removed from current generations. I too felt that way, lost in a way. Lazy to a point and confused as to what I wanted to do. Have I ever accomplished what I really wanted to do? Hell no, not at all. I wound up working and working some more. And finally, well, got married, had kids and wound up right back where I started in the first place. Scary, I know. But, getting older and wiser, I learned that I cannot control anything that goes on around me. So I decided to just be me, the me I used to be. I am not poor, but not well off either. I am okay. And at this stage in my life, yes, I do have regrets. But there is not much I can do about them now. However, I got more involved in a world ever since the internet was born. Now I spend most of my time in a digital world, a new reality. And I started writing online with different sites. Now, as an older man, I am thinking about maybe writing a book. I have many short stories and poems written theough the years. Maybe it is time for me to take that plunge. But as always, I have not decided to. Still confused as to what I want to be whn I grow up.