Hey big girl with big dreams…where are you at?

You were so strong and protective of me – I can’t believe you were just passing through.

You held me in your arms so tightly, it felt so safe and so damn fantastic. You raised me high into the skies, I felt so light and you were so full of joy.

You left me here all alone to dwell with all this madness and nonsense. You are the one to blame, you are the one I blame.

Because when things get weird you just leave here all alone.

But in the end I get to think: should I really blame you for allowing me to find myself without you always around?