Isabella Hoppe
Jul 27, 2017 · 1 min read

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I trusted you so much, now you’ve shattered my heart
I took care of you, I thought you’d be okay
no matter what I did, you threw it away
my chest hurts, my heart is unfixable
it bleeds through every stitch, every gauze and bandage
I don’t know what I thought, I believed the smile you gave me
I was wrong, I feel afraid
I don’t know who I am anymore
I thought I was help, but I don’t think I’ve done anything right for you
where are you now, I wish I knew
but I cant see you, it hurts too much
the sight of your name makes me think back
I love you
but I don’t know if you felt the same about me, id hope we shared that same feeling
the anxiety, the fear that maybe you didn’t care about the words I spoke
but I continue to believe that maybe I was valued to you
but now I leave tears on my keyboard, missing your warm touch
sitting quietly with a broken heart, wishing I knew more about you

no matter how much it hurts me, I miss you
I cant stop crying, taking in gasps as I continue to let them out
I miss your voice, your eyes when we made contact
I’m sorry