You have not failed yet but you may want to consider a few actions to inspire you:
- Find someone or a group of people to mentor (aspiring entrepreneurs would be a good choice here). Teach them the things you feel were correct about Showroom.ng, be open, let them know what you consider failures and ask for honest feedback on what they would have done differently — then remind them of realities based on your experience.
- Spend quality time with those you love and who love you in return.
- Delete suicide as an exit from your toils — as long as suicide remains an option on the table then you have already FAILED miserably.