What’s up I’m Jessie Hu. I laugh at the name so much because this name defines me so well. Such a common and wide spread name but yet I’m so undefined. I find my self such an enigma. As what my God father would say to me, I puzzle myself more than I puzzle others. Most of the time I don’t even know my self. I’m Jessie but Hu am I? I admire when people can confidently say “I am a singer”, “I am a nutritionist” or even “I am an hair stylist” Chest up and out and proud. At the same I envy the shit out of them. 24 and living in this big Apple with endless amount of opportunities, But dammit I can never get pass those words “I am” because I’m so indecisive with life. So here I am blogging because I recently got fired and meanwhile, while these companies are curving my resume, I’m going to dedicate the other half of my free time to writing, because what I can say is that that is the one thing that I actually think I’m good at. Maybe along the way as Im “bored and unemployed” as my brother would say, I can finally find my true and inner self, eventually reveal to you who I am ….. because hey my name really isn’t Jessie Hu, Just an alias I made up because what fun is it if you’re going to have a blog and lie ? The irony huh? 😉

Not until we are lost we begin to find ourselves