How does love work?
I cant keep pretending im fine
This break up thing is harder than I thought, it feels as if it gets harder everyday, everynight, I remember more and more about us, I keep coming back to the days everything was alright, ive been so careful since, ive tried being a good person, a better person, I went to the gym just to distract myself, now it doesnt work anymore, whenever it rains, I feel the sting on my wounds as I watch the cars go by whenever I go home, they always say when you do good, itll come back to you, ive tried to do good, ive tried to keep myself from hurting anyone, ive just now realized its so hard to be nice to others when you yourself is suffering, all you can think of is trying to get through the day without breaking down, without trying to bury yourself under all the wrong you did, without crying, day and night I still cry.
This love is pain, we both know that, we both know that its forced, Im tired, youre tired, how do we make this work?
