I forgive you

I forgive you, not because you deserve it

But because of you I learned so many things…

I learned to walk alone because even if I was walking with you, I didn’t feel accompanied

I learned to be myself, because with you I always had to act as someone I wasn’t

Most importantly I learned to love myself, because deep down I knew you didn’t

I learned to forgive you for all the nights I went to bed crying

I forgive you for all the cancelled plans

I forgive you for all the unanswered messages

I forgive you for loving someone else while being with me

And I forgive you because if I don’t …

I can’t forgive myself

Lastly, I forgive you because I owe it to myself.