Ashley’s head.

I am Ashley.I feel blank.I mean my head feels blank.Almost empty.Filled with nothing but lava.The molten rock burning inside my head,waiting to get out.I feel like tearing open my head and emptying its contents.I have a slight ache too in my head.But that is usual.Thanks to the way i have lived my life,i bought upon all this suffering on myself.I shouldn’t have dreamt and set a goal.I should have gone with the flow,just being happy about everything i got and not wanting anything.That would have been safe and also better for my brain.I have no idea about how people set goals and achieve them.I really wanted to be like that ..really.But as it turns out i ain’t one of them.I dreamt big and failed miserably,but i kept on trying.Till the trying part is concerned my story is same as all the other winners.But there is one more point in winners life and that is they achieve things.Achieving part is missing in my story and i have no idea what i should do.

This is how i felt the day before my life changed.

To be contd….