You know yourself more than anybody else does so ultimately it’s up to you to make that choice for yourself. When I have difficult decisions like this I try to step back and listen to my intuition. Meditation can help with that, or allowing yourself some still, quiet time to feel what your heart is telling you. Whatever works for you. If you enjoy something and feel passionate and empowered by doing it then that’s your heart talking to you. It’s difficult to deal with uncertainties and insecurities for sure, and from my personal experience it helps when I don’t negatively judge myself for feeling these things. It’s normal to feel scared and unsure but usually when we’re following our heart or not following our heart, deep down we know which one we are doing. I hope this helps and best of luck!