“As important as air”


“As important as air” you said

After you had found me, weak and trembling on my knees

After you had wiped my tears and gently kissed my forehead

After you had coaxed me out of my shell

After you had brought me back into the light

After you had coated me in a warmth that melted the splinters of ice embedded in my soul

After you had made me laugh and realize my own beauty

After you had swept me up in your arms and taken me away from the pain

After you made me trust you

After you promised you would stay


“As important as air” you said

But you left

Shattered my trust

Brought back the pain of loss and emptiness

Made my tears wash away any trace of beauty

Took your warmth and in the cold dark nothingness I floated in, the painful shards pierced me again

The light went out and silence followed

I retreated back into the safety of my shell

Back onto my knees, trembling in the corner

And while you breathe fine

I am chocking

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