I know it’s not my place, but I sincerely apologize for the shit you and other “fat” people have to deal with. Although I am not “thin” (I’d be more like “heavy” or, ooh la la, “curvy” lol) I do not and never have judged or belittled or thought less of someone based on something as blase as body size and shape. And I like to think that if I witnessed someone “fat-shaming” or similar, in person, or witnessed it on social media, I would immediately jump up to defend that person. And yes, I would sit beside you or any other larger person, and if we had to cuddle up a bit and be friends, well that’s damn well just fine. Standing by and doing nothing is just as bad as participating, and that is not acceptable in my world.