Dear Fu*k Boy

The one with the secret girlfriend

Chira Jai
Chira Jai
Jul 10, 2017 · 2 min read

Its high school, I made friends with a couple of the guys from the basketball team because my friends were the loud mouth outgoing girls of highschool. The captain of the basketball team became my friend and soon we were really close. Spending a lot time with him meant that I spent a lot of time with his cousin’s who were like his brothers. One of his cousin and I hit it off almost immediately, it went from me spending a lot of time with my friend from school to spending a lot time with his cousin.

We’ll name him fu*k boy. So fu*k boy was really swaggy, a shoe fanatic, and completely obsessed with basketball and in my 10th grade mind, it was really intriguing. After while he started calling me his best friend and our relationship was really dope. Then one day he hits me up saying that he sees something in me and it makes him want to be more than friends and that’s when all of my mistakes were made. I wasn’t social with everyone in the school and I wasn’t aware that he was in a relationship with a girl in my school. A couple months into us “talking” his girlfriend came to me as a woman and of course I wasn’t aware of their relationship so when I asked Fu*k boy about it he tells me that it was too hard for him to choose and that he didn’t want to make a decision about it🤔. hold up — so you mean to tell me that you initiated this relationship between us KNOWING that you had a girlfriend? Interesting. I WAS A FOOL. I’m saying this because you don’t get to judge me off of what comes next. Fu*k boy and I have sex because he talked his game and then left me hanging like I was nothing. About 6 months later I started to talk to someone who Fu*k boy just so happened to know and of course that made him come back trying to swindle his way back into my life. To this day, fu*k boy and I no longer talk and I can honestly say…it was a lesson learned.

Sincerely,

He aint shit.

Chira Jai

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