Hi.
I know you are sad, maybe crying right now. Nothing seems to make the slightest sense to any of the personalities you proudly adapt to each day. You are figuring, re-figuring how did you make a landing to this familiar territory again. What caused you to enter into this realm of shatter and more of it?
I know because I dared to put my entire self in the unknown territory to let it contain me completely. I know because what I am going to tell you will silently resonate within you, and you’ll know I am one of you.
I won’t say it’ll be okay. Move on. Let go. No! Do not let go. Feel the entire wave of complex, undescribable array of emotions, and drench all your glued pieces in that wave. Just feel everything you want to feel. Cry. More. Scream. Dismantle your shell completely. It wasn’t meant to be there in the first place. Take as long as you like, as long as you want, because that’s as long as you need.
And then, I want you to remember that you can live through anything that has been, with or without permit, thrown your way. That you can climb the highest mountain, and still look up aiming for the moon, and that you can reach it. That you will be crushed in innumerable ways, but that you will have the strength, despite your belief, to let it feel every inch of you and then leave because it has to, because you are made for better things. No, i am not saying this to make you feel better, because i cannot. I can only tell you that sometimes a stranger understands more of you than you could ever, and that you can be that stranger to someone, and that you, you are a bright star in that bleak territory.
Hope might be a dangerous word, but it leads to beautiful roads.