This makes it very hard to explain that I literally care about my t-shirts more than I care about my job. As in that literally I’d prefer to lose my job tomorrow rather than losing my t-shirts. Because my job and career just kinda happened out of necessity. Are they very different from what I…
…choices were limited or non-existent, but that I did not even understand what having choices meant. I just blindly did the things that would maximise my chances of survival and not waking up in absolute panic every day.