Aug 10 in Written Form

I am about to enter an unknown territory in life. No longer am I categorized as a student, nor do I have a post-collegiate career lined up like those before me; instead opting for a meager solitary apartment combined with a lackadaisical service industry profession.

Do not get me wrong, my current employment has its perks. Room is available for growth within the company and I have positioned myself for longevity there. That longevity may become the death of me. I get comfortable too easily.

The plan as of late is to take an educational semester off to focus on inner happiness. The semester that follows will begin my graduate studies, however, even that plan is in question.

In life I have been labeled as indecisive. This label causes roadblocks and unnecessary anxiety. That anxiety limits the full potential I have within.

The ever-growing demon that creeps through the corridors of my mind is that of student loans and debt accrued whilst in higher education. That ever-growing demon often limits my ability to make decisions in life.

The bank account, which never full, begins shrinking without necessary replenishment.

The biggest fear, if possible to rank, would be the fear of underachieving in life. This is the first time in life a path does not exist before me. I now must create the path.