ME AND HE

27 th dec 2015

So after the best Christmas and next day after Christmas it comes down to this day

Evening comes the evening , packed yummy pancakes and ran to see him , had to wait outside his door cause he was not at home ! He came after 45 min

All fine till now and then we sit for like 5 min and he decides to go to the gym ! Fine go and come back soon I say ……………..

He leaves , and I decide to tidy up the room , so he feels comfortable when he is back . And as usual started clearing out the trash and straightening up the bed sheets .

And there I sink as the titanic sank . Broken in 2 ………………

I found rubber ! Used rubber and all my mind started thinking was hope it’s not him !!!! With him !!!! Cause he had recently met him home alone !

And has been hanging out with him lately a lot and I have been hearing things off them together !

The year is to end am I suppose to end too . I don’t want another depression but I feel it’s time to accept the fact and get back to depression !!!!

Some one once said

Some die at the age of 25 and are not buried until the age of 75 ….