There is a deep lack of respect running through society. Rather than things changing, and getting better it seems to me that it just get worse. Fuck the law of attraction! It has become a conversation piece in the most mundane of interactions. Just like hot button topics, and mantras repeated by drones. Everything does not happen for a reason. Bad things happen. People hurt people. It has always been this way. Dare to accept the truth. Choose a higher path.

I want to say on a personal note that I am no one’s whipping post. Nor shall I allow myself to be anyone’s dormat. There are predetermined roles for each one to play it seems, I am not fucking playing it! If you do not look a certain way, if you do not fall into an acceptable aesthetic then you are treated like shit. WTF is that! I love my hair just as it is. I love my body, and my own unique beauty. If I change it is only for the better. The spirit of love works through me. That is just how it is. Society does not get to dictate my life. I do this. If you do not like me or what I stand for, don’t let the door hit ya! I do not need you. I am immune to flattery. Your acceptance of my person is not required. Do not let the smile, and good manners fool you. I know what pain feels like. I also know what true love is. Incorruptible, I don’t bow down.

I do not have to burn in hell because everyone else is. I have the privilege of choice, and I shall exercise this any time I want to. My stance is quite simple, I will not be pushed off of my high horse. Bitch mode…a person respecting themselves, and holding self to a certain standard. People so love a train wreck. I propose to feed the trolls no more. Imagine not only do I have to deal with my own shit, but yours too? No fucking way!

Prejudice is shit. A person ’s race, sexuality, body weight, position or what have you should never affect if they are treated with respect or not. Personally I like difference, it makes for a more exciting life experience. I have always felt this way. I have no intention of changing. I despise wretchedness. I do not florish in an hostile, backward, lack lustre environment. They say know thyself, and I do. I cannot abide with stupidity, or narrow mindedness. I cannot deal with it. Won’t deal with it. Done.

Meditation, and the like are good practices, they are also a personal process. I learned this when I could feel myself becoming better, but the world around me was going to the wall. I had an expectation that since I was changing the world would too. I was motted for that is not what happened. Awareness fucking hurts that is the reality. So I work on self, and let the rest take of itself. I do better because I can, and so I do.

How to make the world a better place? Tolerance, and purposeful stomping out of ignorance. Nothing else will do. Fitting in is in popular demand. To be loved by all is overrated. Quality over quantity any day.