A lyrical list of a tortured soul

Janna R
1 min readDec 17, 2014

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The stories I hold is the key

Who and what I be

Though they may hold me back

Weigh heavy — full potato sack

Pulling away, tear and fray

When I want to go my own way

I want those stories told that torture my soul, hold

That bend me unwilling down the black hole, fold

I want to breathe without pain in my chest, rest

So I can ace life’s test, best

I want to feel the earth beneath my feet, meet

And listen to birds twitter and tweet, seat

I want to hold my arms high to touch the sky, why?

In the hope that one day I’ll fly, bye!

What I want is free, but costs me much in time,

As I sit in the library trying to rhyme.

No matter how many ages

I sit putting stories to pages

Writing them in a notes

While drowning in sinking boats

Or burning them in a fire

While feeling like liar

Because the feelings and words do not match

And pandora’s box has no latch

They come around when the waves are low

They come in the face of friend or foe

They come, wanting nothing but my time

But I just sit here with rhythm and rhyme

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