Facts about myself at the age of 20.

Jasmine Afnan
Nov 2 · 2 min read
  1. I hate it when people take blurry or “artistically lazy” pictures.
  2. I’ve kissed more people I don’t remember the names of than people I do.
  3. I’ve never been truly in love.
  4. I’d rather stay in bed and dream than go out.
  5. I love salty food. And mayonnaise.
  6. I’m too scared to break even the slightest rules. This holds me back a lot.
  7. I’m very negative.
  8. I forget that I have two sisters.
  9. I’m afraid to call my father. I don’t want to be rejected.
  10. For my 21st birthday, I hope to go on a hot air balloon ride.
  11. I change my personality depending on who I’m with.
  12. There is nobody I haven’t lied to. Yet.
  13. I don’t believe people should own guns at home.
  14. I believe in God. I just don’t know which one.
  15. I do make some decisions based on whether they will help me get to heaven or not.
  16. I can be extremely stubborn.
  17. I see the good in people way too much.
  18. I love animals.
  19. I wanted to be a chef. Not a journalist.
  20. I want to get married.
  21. I’ve “been with” more girls than guys.
  22. I don’t know if I can fall in love with a girl…yet.
  23. My favorite color to wear is green and red.
  24. I’m not motivated to do music right now.
  25. I worry I chose the wrong program.
  26. I love my family more than the regular person. I will literally kill for them.
  27. I wish I were skinnier.
  28. I still want to marry Harry styles. Lol
  29. Some of my “friends” are assholes. And they don’t even know it.
  30. Losing my sister still makes me cry everyday.
  31. I prefer drinking to smoking.
  32. I truly think I’m stupid.
  33. I make sure I smell good. Everyday.
  34. I’m scared I’ll forget who Samya was.
  35. I think Billie Eilish is way too overrated.
  36. I’m scared of heights.
  37. I want to adopt.
  38. I prefer brown eyes and brown hair.
  39. I don’t like my laugh.
  40. I do like my taste in music.
  41. I love my dad.
  42. I look up to my sister.
  43. I don’t think Waseda is challenging enough to prepare you for the real world.
  44. I love to run.
  45. I’m very good at cooking.
  46. I want to learn how to draw.
  47. I want to be an actress.
  48. I’m afraid something will happen to my

mum all the way in Japan.

49. My anti-depressants only make me want to hurt myself even more.

50. I hope to grow into a better me.

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