Fighting Journey

I feel as if fighting under a rule set is just as similar as a painter on a canvas. The limitations of the painter are bound by the size of canvas. The fighter is the painter, the rules are the canvas.

“Discard whats useless and absorb whats useful yet ultimately making it your own”- Bruce Lee

sometimes i feel limited by my expression of fighting. i sparr and feel locked by my tools yet other times i find myself flowing like fish in the sea. Still im looking for that balance while expanding and growing. Its crazy this fighting thing man yet its so beautiful. The bad fights allow us to appreciate the good ones just as bad songs make us enjoy the good ones even more. The yin and the yang my friends.

When i write and express myself on many things i end up sounding philosophical but it is what it is. Almost as they would say using words as play or a play on words lol anyways. I enjoy the fighting arts when its a clean display yet violent sometimes the more violent it is the less i care about form but when both mix in Oh my god i get off on it lol im sure many fight fans that appreciate technique understand

e.g: https://youtu.be/azAkvhHw_9k (sangmanee vs thanonchai early encounter)

I enjoy watching jiujitsu, kickboxing and mma. Now i feel i turned a new leaf. I feel the motivation to fully and completely immerse and express myself in combat form under minimal amount of rules. MMA 😇 this newfound joy i have when im grappling is that of a kid getting an ice cream cone lol i really live for those moments. The little things man.

my heart says to stay with my great friend and trainer Aziz for striking. My gut keeps guiding me elsewhere to find what I'm looking for as far as mma its something i cant explain its just a feeling. The journey within the journey continues. But i am sooo excited for this new endeavor and change in path. Best believe I'm going to fight in MMA its just a matter of when. in due time my friends in due time. I have a lot of fight in me waiting to come out. I mean that in a good way lol

I really am doing this because i love martial arts/the sport of fighting with no ill will to anyone. I just want to have fun and i am.

I do not intend for this to be a blog its just what i feel like writing almost like a journal. Peace out, be cool be safe.

Jay