Cancer Update 1

So here’s the thing about Cancer sometimes you have an operation you take drugs and it’s all ok. Other times you have an operation and the very drugs that are meant to stop it coming back send you body into toxic shock and back to hospital you go. That’s what’s happening right now with my mom. 2 weeks ago she had sepsis not directly caused by the Chemo she was having but caused by the equivalent of digging cross rail they had to do to cut out the cancer in her pancreas and stomach. 2 weeks later the Chemo starts again and back comes the feeling ill and temperature. So back to A&E she’s goes. There’s so little I can do, she wouldn’t want me not to do things and while there have been things I’ve flaked on in the last few months I’ve tried to see people and keep busy. But 2 bouts of Sepsis (assuming that’s what it is) in two weeks is a long way from good. Cancer and Cancer treatment likes to slap you in the face just when you think it’s getting better, there’s nothing I can do about that, I just hope she gets the treatment she needs and deserves having spent a lifetime helping people in the same position. I’m ok, and I’ll go on. If this is rambling it’s the beer talking. But I thank you for your thoughts and love.