Oh I’m sure in due time, others will see this and decide to comment — then again maybe not. A lot of things aren’t so easy to find on here.
That’s wonderful though. I’m happy your religion brings you peace and happiness. My not being religious hasn’t really done that for me, I mean obviously, my post kinda hopefully shows that struggle. But it has helped me reconcile something I was always just “meh” about.
The Bible even says something about that in Revelations doesn’t it…
“So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth.”
God would rather I just not, than be lukewarm. I was always lukewarm on him. This is the same thing I throw out whenever someone tells me I should “hedge my bets” (Pascal’s wager), but it’s widely applicable to my situation.
As for life experiences pushing me towards believing — I’ve actually had plenty. I don’t know what it would take for me to believe in God, I just know I haven’t seen it yet.