To believe in God, any God, one must be able to commit to believing in absolute truths. I’m not really able to do that at this point in my life. I’m so happy you believe in God and that it makes you feel good, complete, and whole… If I ever do feel like that, then I’d probably go find a nice non-megachurch and get my prayer on. That just hasn’t been the way it’s worked out for me so far.
But to each their own, ya know?