I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I dealt with my dad’s cancer… I completely understand. Thinking of you and sending prayers for you all. What you wrote is actually beautiful because of the raw truth in it. We all have days where we feel stuck. It is important to embrace those days and feel what we need to feel. On this journey I have realized… there is no THERE. We are always learning, growing, and feeling. Thank you for sharing and showing others that these kind of days will show up at times and part of our lesson is to learn how to overcome them.