Jeff S
Jeff S
Aug 27, 2017 · 1 min read

Exactly. I sometimes wondered if I was going crazy “knowing” I was not going to be alive in a few years but continuing to plan for years in the future. Really is the weirdest kind of thing. After years I also decided to say “F*** it” and spent large amounts of money (very fortunate to be able to) in the last couple of years doing as many bucket list items from home as I could and can. I thought I could afford to go broke but could no longer afford to miss out on life and the things that make me happy.

Is it ironic that I now know my disease does not usually kill or that I am well enough to avoid suicide? Not sure but having spent that tons of money…Hmmm and maybe oops cause, yeah, being unable to work like before or maybe at all…yikes.

But to all those with a life — yes, do the things, within reason, live life while you can — like live life huge — do the things people, do the things.

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